tomorrow is a big day for me. i'm turning in my letter of resignation from my job. i've been there 3 years and if i stay, i will be there six years or ten years still doing the exact same thing. i've never been at a job more than 2 years without getting promoted. i work very hard because i enjoy what i do. i like to be rewarded for working hard. as it stands, i barely get an "atta girl" for my work. i feel devalued and i have finally gotten to a point where the pain of staying the same is greater than the pain of change. i'm ready to leap.
some might consider me crazy for doing this without the safety net of a replacement. i consider it me taking control of my life and getting the job i want and creating the kind of life that i want. i believe i'll have a replacement before the dust settles on this job. i have to believe that.
i'm also taking this time to write. i need to write. it gives me energy and fulfillment. it gives my life meaning. i've been without meaning because my words have been stifled by fear. i refuse to let fear stop me from being great. i have too much to do. it's about time i got busy.
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