making moves

now is a good time to start grinding to make major moves. why? because tomorrow marks the halfway point for this year. that's right. as of tomorrow, 2011 is halfway over! can't believe it's june already. i promise time is flying by. honestly, i'm kind of happy because this has been a rough year so far and i'm anxious for things to turn around. not losing sleep anxious, but definitely moving forward with extreme anticipation.

god has already started showing out with a few areas of my life. now i've got to be serious about doing my part. i'm not sure what i can do at work. i don't have enough to stay busy because they just really don't want to unleash me and the fullness of my creativity. it's hard being held back for no good reason. but it is what it is. this is not my company and all i can do is what i'm told and try to slip in some awesomeness when they aren't paying attention. but that's not how i want to live.

i'm a very creative person. highly creative even. and i feel so stifled at work. it's not like i know everything but man there are so many options to try and it's like we're scared to be innovative. the only failure is refusing to try. it crushes my spirit and it's time for change. so, i'm looking forward to having a good time at the hulu upfront tomorrow and hopefully making some awesome connections that can open doors. i know i can plan my way but it's god who makes me succeed. my plan is to be ready to shine, so when he throws the spotlight on me, i don't cave under the weight of it all. i'm ready. it's time to make some moves.