last week was a big week for me. started a new gig that brings total joy to my life. i feel like i'm part of something that matters and who doesn't want to get paid for making a difference? so now i'm on to the next step in my cycle of joy. romantic love.
i'm ready to be found. the bible says a man who finds a wife finds a good thing. there has to be a man out there looking for a good thing! i've been letting ruth marinate for a few weeks and accepting my role in this process. i'm trying to be patient about my desires. i'm trying to avoid being desperate or needy or emo. i can't stand desperate women. but i know it's real easy to slip into foolishness when you grow weary! lol. although, maybe not. maybe desperation takes you to whole new heights that being weary doesn't. i don't know. just thinking.
so as i start this week and this new stage, i'm hoping for movement. i've never been a fan of dating. and i'll be honest, i'm still not. dating/courting, whatever you want to call it. it's exhausting. but i'm willing to do what is required to get my desired results. we'll see how this plays out. my past experiences have left a blemish on the process. but now it's on to bigger and better things. love and marriage are in the future for me. near future. i'm excited to complete the process.
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