today i spent the day recuperating from my very busy weekend. i went out with friends and danced a lot. in fact, someone offered to pay me to teach her how to dance. how funny is that? i was also a major man magnet which doesn't happen often. not because i'm not cute, but i'm unassuming. i'm not flashy or hot girl material. i'm more laid back, quiet and prone to be in my own world. i'm going to have fun even if i'm doing it alone. thankfully i wasn't alone and the other girls with me made it a night to remember. but it was also great because i didn't spend a dime!
but going out dancing made me miss my friend. our first date he took me to a little bar with a dance floor and we spent the night dancing. he loves music and dancing as much as me. many times he'd turn on music and pull me off the couch and we'd start dancing. we danced a lot. and i have to be honest, i really miss him a lot. i just saw that going so differently than it actually did. i'm a work in progress when it comes to getting over him because many times throughout my days i find myself missing what's missing. why is finding love so hard?
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