Wednesday, June 22, 2011

perception is reality

i am so stoked about seeing musiq soulchild in concert tonight. had a great time with the girls prefunking and dancing and singing at the concert. it was awesome. and a great way to cap an otherwise sucky day. but i'm thinking this is going to be the last time i have a sucky day like this.

people are so funny. and honestly, real extra. i guess they are also used to getting away with not coming out and saying what they feel because they don't like confrontation. i don't have a problem with confrontation. and i'm only going to pacify you so many times. when you question my integrity and then try to act like that's not your intention, we have a problem. my reputation is important to me. i work very hard to stay out of mess and foolishness because you're not going to drag my good name down in the dirt. i am a woman of integrity. and i'm always going to keep it 100. i prefer to be authentic even when it's not the most convenient thing to do.

so, calling my integrity into question is going to cause a confrontation. because you're not going to play me like that. and i'm not going to let you back pedal and say that's not what you meant when there is only ONE way to take that question. and let's be clear on something else, i don't ask you to tell me your business. you volunteer. but we don't EVER have to worry about that again. my perception is you don't feel like you can trust me and i'm not interested in defending myself. i don't have to. my record speaks for itself. and we'll just leave it at that.

thank you musiq for being the icing on my cake. and i'm thankful to the girls for letting me hang with their circle. good times. time for bed!

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